Almost a “One More Chance” story

Last night, 2 of our professors were not around so some of my classmates and I decided to have a coffee at Beanbag before going home. And surprisingly I saw this person whom I’ve known back in college. I was completely caught off guard because I have totally forgotten whatever relations we had before and suddenly the memories all came back to me that night.

This person was one of my friends in college. I should say there was a point in my life that I could consider him (yes! he’s a he) as my closest guy friend. We were THAT close back then, but just one day, we were no longer friends as if we were never friends at all… Not even in speaking terms anymore… Neither a hello nor a goodbye. A few months after, we bump into each other at campus WITH his girlfriend! One silent look says it all. And that’s the end of our almost “love” relationship. Then I never saw him since that day until last night.

You know that statement “A boy and a girl can never be just best friends.” I don’t believe in that, but apparently he did. He has no courage to say anything about it, but I felt what he was feeling towards me (considering I’m not a presumptuous individual). So I became the aloof-cold-I’m sorry, but can we be just friends-distant person that I’m not towards him. Imagine the sudden change and you’ll understand why one day he totally disappeared in my life like I was to his.

After coffee with my classmates, he caught up with me while I was walking along the streets. For about a minute or two, we were casually talking like those usual people who sees a familiar face somewhere whom you haven’t seen for quite some time. It was just like that. I was about to go home and he was about to attend a meeting, so we said our goodbyes with a smile.


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How I long to let you know

How my love overflows

How I wish to return the past

How I yearn for the moment to last


You told me that you loved me

You showed me you care

You made me believe in things

Then left me hanging in the air


Why did you leave me?

Why did you hurt me?

Why did you give up so easily?

Why are things just not meant to be?


Though it’s too late to express how I feel

I want you to know you’re My Angel still

If you’re reading this and know these words are for you…

Believe me please and have no doubt they’re true…


Thank you for the time, attention, and care

Thanks for helping me grow

Thank you for once my life you became my friend

Thanks for liking me so…


How I must move on

To have a brand new start

And maybe if you’ll return to me

I’ll accept you with all my heart.


It hurts to let you go though you were never mine

A part of you will remain in me

Everything has a purpose, a reason

I love you still, Always have, Always will.

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Let it go!!!

By T. D. Jakes
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.

I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you, let them walk.

Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay. Let them go.

And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person; it just means that their part in the story is over. And you’ve got to know when people’s part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead. You’ve got to know when it’s dead. You’ve got to know when it’s over.

Let me tell you something. I’ve got the gift of good-bye. It’s the tenth spiritual gift. I believe in good-bye. It’s not that I’m hateful, it’s that I’m faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He’ll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don’t need it.

Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn’t belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to……LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains… LET IT GO!!!

If someone can’t treat you right, love you back, and see your worth…LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you …LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge…LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction…LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents…LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude…LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better…LET IT GO!!!

If you’re stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him…LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship…LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won’t even try to help himself…LET IT GO!!!

If you’re feeling depressed and stressed …LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying “take
your hands off it,” then you need to…LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.

GOD is doing a new thing NOW!!! Get Right or Get Left… Think about it, and then… LET IT GO!!!

“The battle is the Lord’s!”

(I got this from Kuya Gel’s blog, which is so perfect for me right now kaya nga I posted it here… hehehe! Kuya, thanks in advance…)
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Reality of a Dream

On a cold, windy, summer night,

While sitting together in total silence,

We are gazing at the beautiful city skyline,

Staring at the far-distant, shining stars,

Listening to the beating waves of the ocean,

And feeling the warmth of your body,

Believing that nothing could ever be better than this!

Because of you, because of this night,

Of a dream made perfect!


But such dream is not made to last forever,

Because you were meant to follow your own dreams…

Without me. :'(

And this is the TRUE reality of a dream…

For that night will no longer exist in eternity.

(Actually, after some clearing thoughts, I’m thankful things never happened, which should be the way it was supposed to be…)

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Forever in Hope

In this situation

Not being with you is almost unbearable

And wanting more is hard enough to get

But losing you would be the worst of it all

Having your own life

And living my own

Could be so hard to accept

Much more to understand

But to meet each other at our crossroads

Will always be the hope I’ll forever hold

And if that one day, our lives come across

I’ll thank fate for bringing us together

Still I’m hoping until that day comes

For you I shall keep in my heart forever…

(During pre-board sessions in 2003)
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